I am awake or not?? I don’t understand what’s happening. I started to lose control over my self. I returned to hearing voices. I am losing my mind. R. get out of my head I want myself back please I beg you. I want to be alone really. It is not that I hate you but I really need my self. I admit it I am suffering depression. It can’t be cured except by myself I don’t need you. Please go away. You are increasing my status from bad to worse. I know you are trying to help. I am sorry go but I beg you please go away.