Hey Santa when will you come?! I am waiting for you. It is Christmas eve. I am waiting for your gifts. Oh wait a second you are not real just as a person I used to know. That person left me alone right now thank god. But the difference is that that imaginary person was created by me. I loved that person but he was about to destroy my life he did destroy a part of me. Of course he didn’t mean it. But it was my mistake to give him the chance to do that . And that is what makes me feel really bad. I forgive him but for now I want to be away from him because I don’t want to lose any more. So I wish he forgives me.