I Forgot!!!

Hi

 Dear Readers,

I know it’s been so long since the last time I wrote, but I am sorry. But actually I wasn’t quiet in the mood, I was feeling extremely bored. But today something different happened I just got immediately into the mood of writing so I decided to write. But I decided to begin with an apology for all the time that passed without writing. What made that happen to me was that I was thinking about someone who don’t earn anything from my care or my thinking. But he is kicked out right now because I decided to forget him. I didn’t forget him totally but I decided to at least stop thinking about him. I will never forget him because he changed me, how did he do that? He cured me from my schizophrenia I wish I could thank him the proper way. But he staped me in the back and left away and left me with many things never allowing me to stop thinking about him. I am sure he will not read this but I wanted to tell him that I finally returned to my self. And by the way I ofcourse forgive him. I am saying “I am back”. And I am happy for my come back. I returned the person I always wished to be since so long. I found self peace I was looking for since so long.

I am cured…

أصعب إحساس 

صعب اوصف احساس عاشق

لكن اكيد اقدر احس باحساسه

هشرحه … 

لما تحب وانت صادق

وتدي حبيبك روحك وتحس بنظراته

ولو يطلب حياتك تديهله و ماتكونش منافق

وتفديه بنفسك لأن همك راحته في حياته

ويوم يزعل ويكون  متضايق

تضم قلبه وتخفف عنه زعله و ضيقه

ويوم يبكي وهو بدموعه غارق

تمسح دموعه وتاخذ كل آلامه

ويوم يمرض والتعب كثير خانق

تسهر عشانه وتدعي الله يخفف ابتلائه

ويوم يضحك ويكون رايق

تبتسم دنياك وتحس بفرحته وضحكاته

هذا حالي معاه بحبه انا غارق

واللي قلته حالتي بكل لحظاته

عشان حبي اتحدى كل عائق

ولايقدر انسان يبعدني عنه بخطوه

أنا أحبه وكل كلمه من كلامي فيها واثق

واتبعه ودايم معه مثل ظلاله

هو ده احساس العاشق…